Waiting

Waiting waiting procrastinating 

The clock is ticking

Life trundles onwards 

Sitting

Sitting in a shop and thinking

Sipping coffee and thinking

Looking out the window and thinking

Thinking about thinking

Always thinking the same

My poor old brain...

Running

Makes me sweaty

Makes me sore

Makes me fitter

I should live longer 

I.....

I look I see

I touch I feel

I swallow I burp

I sniff I smell

I think I talk

I eat I fart

I listen I hear

I work I play

This is me.....

Doubt

Doubt is a word I know

It is an emotion I experience

It is something I want to banish 

Coffee

In the shop it is never fast

The cakes look at me and I look back

Coffee not cheap hurts my pocket but still I drink

Here I sit and think

I think I procrastinate...

Travelling...

Long and hard and tiring

Searching and submitting

(Being) interviewed and rejected

Like an old book in a new library

This journey is finished and a new on begins

On we (I) go....

Heaven and hell

Not separate places when we depart

Very real and with us as we live...

We have choices

Relief...

I need(ed) a job

I saw a job

I applied

I talked

They offered

I am relieved

The Job

Searching was hard 

The mists fell and all was dark

The wind blew and the sun shone

I got s job...

Sitting

I sit and I have drink

Doing this helps me too think

Just farted

I think I stink